07-06-2026
Today the heat breaks. The last five days I've felt trapped inside in a small box surrounded by baking heat, like I'm in a lunchbox with a couple of ice cubes that has been stuck into
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07-01-2026
Nightmares and Dreamscapes
Yesterday, in bullet points but not in order, went like this:
- up early 6:30 usual
- took new supplement regimen – L-Tyrisone, Creatine, L-Theanine, L-HTP along with caffeine at a lower amount
- wake up, try to exercise, try
06-30-2026
I don't think I've ever had all that much trouble sleeping throughout my life. In my teens I was too exhausted to do anything but collapse. In my twenties, too busy living life and working. In
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I am most anxious in the morning. This is when the weight of all of the things I have to do press against me hardest. By evening, I've presumably either done the most important things or punted them
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Yesterday: a fuckshow on virtually all fronts. I don't think I'm going to write a real entry. After I leave my desk in ten minutes – that's the amount of time I give myself to
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