08-05-2026

I think I have lived the last twenty five years of my life worrying about whether i am good enough I have decided: I am good enough Not because anything changed. the same types of jobs. the same types of

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08-04-2026

I feel flat emotionally today. I don't know where to start or what to talk about but I am here, on the page, because it's been a few days and I feel lousy about ignoring my

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07-30-2026

another ass exam

I've been chugging colonoscopy prep fluid and sitting on the toilet playing a video game, Hades, waiting for the evacuation process to complete before my colonoscopy later today.

I'm ready to go. The last couple of days I'

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07-25-2026

Yesterday I finished reading Susan Cheever's Note Found in a Bottle. She's the daughter of John Cheever, a writer who, during his heyday in the mid forties through late sixties, was fairly famous, penning a ton

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07-24-2026

Here is a thing I have been wondering over the past year or two. "When is my time?" I thought it would be eleven years ago when I left my ex, Lisa. We'd been together for

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